Tuesday, July 28, 2009

SEDIH


td bace blog my fren... abah die baru je meninggal dunie around 10 days yg lepas... aku bace aku pon turut sebak.. nangis skali... n of coz i miss my father sgt2... kalo nak kire.. aku nih anak yang teruk.. bile mama, abe, n sume2 citer pasai arwah abah.. laju je air mate aku nk mengalir... n paling teruk lagik.. sejak kebumikan abah ari 2.. aku xpergi ke kubur arwah selain hari raye..... aku xmampu..aku rase lemah sgt bile dgr pasai abah.. bile tgk kubur abah... aku rindu sgt kat arwah.. aku rindu nak tgk arwah tersenyum.. tp aku xleh nangis... even kdg2 aku xtau nak stori kat sape betape aku rindu arwah... aku nak cite kat mama... tapi aku tau mama lagik sedih dr aku... but i really need some1... orang yang leh same2 menangis ngan aku... p xde... aku just sorang2 je... hm... skang nangis.. asik2 kalo cite pasai abah nangis.. Erma, ko nih jahat!!.. wat abah kat sane xtenang!!.. hm... beshnye kalo ari2 aku leh jumpe abah... even mimpi pon xpe... sebab aku rindu sgt nak tgk abah senyum.. nak dengar suare abah... nak dgr abah gelak... nak tgk abah bergurau dengan aku... mama.. ema nak abah!!!

Thursday, July 09, 2009

SOLEDAD 4 my DAD

OH MY DAD
If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll realise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the home of our house
Where your love was pure and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

ABAH... i really miss you

B.U.H.S.A.N

skang block bioethics.. huhu... sem baru... bilik baru... azam baru ke??? hik2...
buhsan2... xtahu nak watpe... coz block bioethics kot??? hahaha...
but surely im thinking of something... waaa... serabutnye.... banyak bende kene pikir... ish.......

pblmateku: bile mau siapkan spss????? korang senyap je.. aish!!!!

ps// esok mau menghabiskan weekend di umah mak adik la...
ahaha.. nak tgk ghost... buhsan duk kat bilik!!!!!